ppl who know me for some time should realise that i am such a troublesome girl with countless and endless questions. that's true. that's why i set up my xanga site:  i want to post my questions and hope that some helpful friends can give me some advice. i do need it. also, i believe that all these questions, although seem trivial, are really important to form a today 'Lydia'. i want to write it down. i want to trace my past in the future. strange?! yep. that's me!!