watched rashoumon. what a good film!!! really a classic work!

「大家都只顧自己的意願做人。人們總是不願記起對自己不利的事，凡對自己有利的就算是謊言亦當真。」

	人心比萬物都詭詐、壞到極處、誰能識透呢。
	我耶和華是鑒察人心、試驗人肺腑的、要照各人所行的、和他作事的結果報應他。 only in christ, there's hope for human beings!!

sunday

after church. went to clement's home to watch jan's talk show. quite intriguing and inspiring. i could see how a person can be if he was confident. i hope i can discover some funs from my everday life as well.

monday

had lunch with little man hei, kit yan and chan mean. then went to 6's home. played cards for some time. then i returned home to contiune my work

tuesday

paid a visit to fu hua's home. played pictionary. what an energy consuming game. having laughed hysterically for 1-2 hours, we were all exhausted and became silent. wa....haha....ha...very funny.

then our movie group consisting 3 members went to yarla's home to have dinner. yarla's mum are always very gag. she showed us yarla's and her photos. haha....both of them are beautiful. yarla, if you read this weblog, don't be so happy as your mum in the past was more attractive. wa..haha.....then we enjoyed the gag gift that we bought for them. wa..hah....ha...what a happy night.

watched fearless afterwards. 從來人都不可能單為自己而活. that's right. you think you are only accountable to yourself? you think you have the right to terminate your own life as your behaviour won't cause any harm to others? you think you can do whatever you like as long as it won't bring any negative effects to others? no!!! every person is closely tied with others and society. don't deceive yourself any more. so be cautious, i hope i can bring more love, more hope to my fellows.

haven't written xanga for several days.

saturday

it's my frist time to play piano in the worship. i didn't have enough practice before playing on the stage. so the performance was not that satisfactory. i know my limitation. i don't have solid foundation of playing piano so i won't perceive it as my major ministry.

after church, turtle, wai yan and i went to watch Narnia. i was touched by the film. god, i must say thank you and thank you and thank you for your sacrifice. your love impresses me deeply again. i promise you i will stand up and fight courageously for you. i will pick up my weapons and win the spiritual war for you. it's an inevitable war. every human being in the world is destined to be in this war. the only thing we can decide on is our stance. we can either support aslan or the white witch. god, i absolutely choose your side. you are the only way to life. thanks for preparing me the honour, the glory and the power. i don't know why you choose me as you dearest daughter. i don't know why you love me so much even if i betray you sometimes. i don't know why you give all your things including your life to me. i just want to say a heartfelt thank you to you, my lord, my father.

saw the dog's performance in the new town plaza. wowwww...wwww....they were so cute. love them dearly.

ah.......all over. this week is over. a bit weary really. you know i hadn't been to school for such a long long period. even if the last day of the holiday, i ate 'pun choi' with my lovely brothers and sisters at brother hong house till night!! when i returned home that night, i knew  i went a bit overboard. there were loads of things which i hadn't done despite my 2 months sem break. i could hardly sleep. i just lay on the bed and shivered. buying books, signing up tutorial classes, arranging time.....i had to do all these again. in the last semester, i didn't manage well. i missed several deadlines, didn't know where to take the lectures. what a small potatoe i was! then i was depressed. this time, perhaps because i had some experience of doing these, i could handle it better and didn't suffer from mood swings again. heee...eee..making a slight progress. i must word hard in these few months. i aim at using french to do daily conversation. i wanted to acquire more different knowledge. also, in this semester, i have promised to manage my personal finance. i have to earn and pay for myself. therefore, i spent quite a lot of time on being private tutors. besides, i had taken some theology courses as well as serving in breakthrough. so couldn't spend so much time on hanging out without prupose. add oil!!

read books today in logos bookstore. i want to be a mentor!!! thanks god for giving me such a very very good mentor. thanks!!! reading is really so enjoyable.

only when you've lost something will you cherish it. what a truth!! why do i always feel insecure? don't think too much. only go and love!!

YOU RAISE ME UP

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary
When troubles come and my heart burdened be
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence
Until you come and sit awhile with me